Looking for Pagan teacher help.

I'm at a loss right now. I don't know where to look or what to do. The issue at hand, is a religious one, so unless you are open minded please don't read and please don't flame me for my religious belief. Okay so to the problem. I have been Pagan for about 8 years. 4 of those were spent contentedly as High Priestess of my small coven of 3-4 girls which including me, were all in high school at the time. I read every book I could get my hands on. I for the most part understood the basics. But you see, I have a bit of a learning disorder, so I never could remember everything the way I wanted to, not only that, I never truly felt as connected as I would have liked. Part of that I know, is because, I am the type who needs someone to show and teach me. The religion part, I have sort of down pat, but since it's been 4 years since I have been an active Pagan, a lot has been forgotten and confused with other material. I have lost any connection I once had. I want to learn all about the tree and flowers and herbs and wildlife, tinctures, and whatever else, I want to learn the religion and the craft together in harmony, from someone with patience and guidance. I don't have any money to offer, but I would gladly barter. I want to learn the things, that I one day would like to pass on to my children. A teacher, I know is what I need. But I do not know where to look. Where can I post asking if anyone is willing to help? I would prefer in person, one on one guidance but at this point, I will basically take anything. I have tried the books, the websites (the free ones anyway like witchschool.com) Nothing seems to work for me to get it, to get the spark going that I so long for. If you are willing or know where I can find one please let me know. I live in MI right now, in Genesee County to be exact (I can't go much farther than that, can't afford the gas) And will soon be moving to Bushkill PA and then to Scranton PA. Thank you for any help you give. I'm ready to take that next step, beyond 101 books into making it a part of my everyday life, not just holidays, or when the whim hits me.