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I'm at a loss right now. I don't know where to look or what to do. The issue at hand, is a religious one, so unless you are open minded please don't read and please don't flame me for my religious belief. Okay so to the problem. I have been Pagan for about 8 years. 4 of those were spent contentedly as High Priestess of my small coven of 3-4 girls which including me, were all in high school at the time. I read every book I could get my hands on. I for the most part understood the basics. But you see, I have a bit of a learning disorder, so I never could remember everything the way I wanted to, not only that, I never truly felt as connected as I would have liked. Part of that I know, is because, I am the type who needs someone to show and teach me. The religion part, I have sort of down pat, but since it's been 4 years since I have been an active Pagan, a lot has been forgotten and confused with other material. I have lost any connection I once had. I want to learn all about the tree and flowers and herbs and wildlife, tinctures, and whatever else, I want to learn the religion and the craft together in harmony, from someone with patience and guidance. I don't have any money to offer, but I would gladly barter. I want to learn the things, that I one day would like to pass on to my children. A teacher, I know is what I need. But I do not know where to look. Where can I post asking if anyone is willing to help? I would prefer in person, one on one guidance but at this point, I will basically take anything. I have tried the books, the websites (the free ones anyway like witchschool.com) Nothing seems to work for me to get it, to get the spark going that I so long for. If you are willing or know where I can find one please let me know. I live in MI right now, in Genesee County to be exact (I can't go much farther than that, can't afford the gas) And will soon be moving to Bushkill PA and then to Scranton PA. Thank you for any help you give. I'm ready to take that next step, beyond 101 books into making it a part of my everyday life, not just holidays, or when the whim hits me.
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Wow, I don't really know what to say. I'm going through a kawaii phase atm and am loving my new BJD but wishing I had some better clothes for her and a friend. Haven't done much art recently but I worked on a scrapbook page and I am going to a Japanese cooking class tomorrow, and am watching tons of kawaii how to vids for cooking to try and get my creative side out through my food. Anyway that's about it for here.

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gyah!

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So this is my first journal entry and it's a rant....about the numerous stupid clubs. Am I the only one who finds them annoying and unnecessary? wtf? I'm browsing pics and I just drag and drop it...I'm not go to the page and make sure it isn't a club piece....why can't they say in their small little description when they upload it this is a club at the very least (you know the title i mean) It gets on my nerves. Then they come at me all pissed off. Collect it and move on don't make a stupid club for it!!! It's ANNOYING! stupid bastards. Anyway...that's my rant. I hate clubs on deviantart and i believe they should be abolished.

Thankyou very much

Alisha

the club hater.
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